Monday, July 31, 2006

I bent to smell the roses




















I bent to smell the roses
when innocence was mine
I bowed to see that vivid colour
that gladly took my eye

I bent to watch the dew climb
in my unremembered land
a time of salient beauty
that was light upon my hand

I did not see the greenfly
or the falling of the day
I did not see the dying
or the hue of life's decay

I bent close to watch the thorns emerge
on strong and vibrant stems
until they scratched my vision
and memory left again

Now I bend to smell the roses
and see what can be gained
but childhood lands are far away
they will not return again.

Debi is back!

She is germ free and ready to receive visitors.........well go on then!!

Sunday, July 30, 2006

So there I was sitting in a hot tub with a load of drunken harlots in various stages of undress......

.....useless, completely useless. How was I going to get any sense out of this lot? Bunch of pissed-up harpies with more Pimms on board than was legal. A usual state of affairs for the Gin Co-op, I have to say, but one that I was reluctant to join in with. I had something on my mind.

"So what's up Minx?" Demanda cackled, spilling her dregs into the tub and fishing around for the escaping lemon slices. She came up with Demoana's bikini top which elicited another round of coven cackling.

"Yeah wassup babe, you're quiet" Dementia asked with the careful speech of one who is trying to appear less pissed than she is. It wasn't working, she was newtish and unlikely to recover until well past midnight, if at all. She was well known for kipping anywhere the fancy took, even the odd bath.

I should have put it to them sooner, before the alcohol and hot water had mushed their brains into an irretrievable cell-less soup. I should have pinned them down before they could hardly put two words together and before Dementia had turned the water temperature up to near boiling point with a mis-placed hip.

"You know you can tell us, have another drink" Delilah slurred. She had only finished work the day before and was making up for lost holiday time by downing half a jug in less than ten minutes. She had mint leaves stuck on her cheek and her hair was held up in a 'hot tub bun' with a couple of plastic pegs. How could I take her seriously, any of them?

I have known most of these women for nearly half a century. We have shared births, deaths, marriage breakdowns, mental breakdowns and all the crap that life has thrown at us. They are my drinking buddies, my miserable bitches, my laugh-till-you-pee-your-pants gang, my soul sisters. They are friends above and beyond the call of duty, but today they were too slaughtered to do more than drown in a very expensive spa.

They are intelligent women as well, professional, witty and clever but now they were breaking open the Cava and Cassis. I was doomed.

"So, what is it? Demoana asked, slurping a hefty dose of fizzy wine into my already half-full Pimms glass "you are not quite your Minxy self are you. Oh my God, you're not pregnant are you?"

This brought forth a horrified silence that lasted for about two seconds until they remembered that we had all been neutered at around the same time. This sobering break seemed like a good time to ask them.

" No, well, I, umm, wondered what you thought about...."

I told them my dilemma then sat back and refilled my glass. They looked at one another through a haze of steam as the bubbles died away, leaving an awkward silence that no one knew how to fill.

"I've asked some other people but they have all said make your own mind up Minx, it's your choice"

"Well, I see it like this Minx" Dementia said with a lewd wink" if you want to 'pee ohh dee' with a Skint Welshman then I think you should go ahead and do it, we won't tell anyone, we're your friends and we should all try something new once in our lives" they all nodded "what is podding anyway, does it hurt?"

So I'm sorry Skint, me girls have sort of given their approval. I shall hand over one of me babies for your perusal - after all what have I got to lose? Obviously not me pride!!




Message from Debi

Just read my mails and Debi Alper would just like you to know that she ain't dead. She has been run over by a trojan horse and will be back in Blogland as soon as she can nail the bastard - message ends.

Saturday, July 29, 2006

Soul Searching

A new short story is up on The Little Minx, a short story bloglet

Friday, July 28, 2006

Me-me's

I opened my mailbox this morning to find a mail screaming at me not to delete. It was from a friend who knows my loathing of memes. Hmmmm, well, yes, this one is more in my camp....

1. Which vegetable are you? ......Spinach, I get stuck in your teeth and embarass you in public
2. Which button would you press? ..... anyone with an 'on' switch, I love buttons!
3. Name an influential cheese.... Cornish Yarg, clears a room in 10 seconds.
4. Most recent disease......Asinus Spleemic Phlangitis - completely untreatable
5. Favourite bodypart..... the third eye/hands/ and other special bits!!
6. Animal totem.....tiger/cat/feline
7. Save one book from the fire.....One! Okay, Book of Souls
8. Fly or walk?..... I'm a Capricorn, I like to have my feet on the elements not above them
9. Favourite toy......Ummmmm, oh yes, I see, my smoothie maker.
10. Favourite sweet/candy.....gobstopper
11. Favourite pie....Snake and pygmy
12. Worst habit..... smouldering with intent (I smoke)
13. Best feature...... left eyebrow
14. What would be the last word you ever spoke.... really?
15. Tombstone/epitaph...... "I told you I was ill"

Thursday, July 27, 2006

There is superstition.....

......lying around in old sheds!

I have spent the morning helping a friend clear out her shed that is chock full of ten years of crud. Her husband, recently departed with a busty blond from the local supermarket, was an avid carbooter. He collected the most unlikely things ( including the leopard skinned hussy who is old enough to be his mother).
In amongst the bicycle chains, top hats and assorted divers helmets there was box of interesting books. One in particular caught my eye, a leather bound, tattered and half eaten book entitled 'Omens and Superstition of England'. Inside was a wealth of knowledge, here are some favourites.....

Swearing: Blaspheming in May may bring mice - oops!

Bathing: It is said in Wales, that to wash the body all over, may wash away good luck - enough said.

Remarriage: If a widower should remarry, the ghost of his former wife will attend the wedding - as long as she doesn't want to dance, then it shouldn't be a problem.

Nipples: A woman with three nipples is ne'er likely to gain a husband - how stupid, would think an extra one would enhance her chances.

Singing: It is unlucky to sing before waking - clever, but unlucky!

Caterpillars: It is lucky in Yorkshire to throw the caterpillar over the shoulder - not so lucky for the caterpillar though.

Potatoes: Carrying a potato in the pocket will ward off diseases of the bone - but of course one may also give quite the wrong impression in polite society.

Itchy lips: May bode well for a kiss from ones true love - that, or a nasty coldsore.

And my favourite......

Odd stockings: A man who wears odd stockings will rarely bring forth a wealthy wife - but surely a stocking tolerant one maybe?

Wednesday, July 26, 2006

Useless - The Accidental Dog



We didn't mean to, he really was an accident. We were minding our own business, with no thoughts of getting a dog but there was a conspiracy, a dollop of fate, and us being in the wrong place at the wrong time.

We were dropping some old blankets off to the local rescue centre and there he was. An overweight, neglected lump of lard - slow moving, mangy ears with a pair of eyes that melted the heart.

'We're not doggy people' I tried to reason 'we like cats, don't we?'

We all agreed, but an hour later the hound had taken up residence, and has been with us for eight years.

It wasn't all plain sailing, he is a problem dog with autistic tendencies. He doesn't like walking, hates the beach, he has to have vallium on November 5th and tries to molest the cat at every opportunity. He has attended every dog school going and failed miserably, even getting chucked out of two for misbehaving. He steals my underwear from the laundry, attacks the hoover and drinks from the toilet - Useless!!

He is sixteen now, well past his sell-by-date. He has a heart condition, arthritis and is gradually losing his sight. We know that his days are numbered but he will leave a surprising hole in our lives when he goes. He has been a Useless dog, in every sense of the word, but he is loved, and it is enough.

Tuesday, July 25, 2006

Into the blue

No photo's to show you where I have been today because Blogger won't let me! You'll have to use that well developed imagination of yours.

I swam for two hours off Kynance Cove, a haven of white sand and aquamarine sea - bliss. The only place to be, in a county that has never heard of leaving the windows open to let the air through. It had been hot, sticky hot, since dawn and after dropping Small Fecker off to his last day at school, I escaped on my own for an early dip.

Being a peninsula, Cornwall is prone to rip tides and dangerous currents where the Channels meet, but Kynance is blessed with a rocky outcrop that protects a lagoon-like pool. No surf here for the board boys, just peace, the sound of waves and salt in your hair!

The beach was nearly empty this morning, except for some twonk looking for 'treasure' with one of those metal detectors. His constant beeping nearly led me to commit beach murder, but he gave up when his batteries died and wasn't replaced by anything annoying.

Last year we watched the basking sharks off this beach. Their huge dark bodies looming harmlessly in the shallows, with unbeliveable mouths that seemed to suck in everything around them. Today I swam out to the rocks that usually serve as cushions for the seals. None today, only a shoal of mackeral that brushed against my legs as I made my way back to shore, and back to reality!

Sunday, July 23, 2006

Make mine a half














"Minx, just the person"

The cold shoot that went up my back was enough to freeze brass monkeys. The two cups of tea in my hand wobbled precariously, no where to run, no where to hide.

My afternoon has been spent helping out at the MD's annual fete. Autistic adults, in a social setting, makes for great entertainment. I had just been to collect another cup of tea for Spell-it-out Sharon when I was pounced on by a friend of a friend.
Don't get me wrong, I love socialising, but Mandy is enough to make me want to slit my wrists quietly in a corner and have done with it.

Moaning Mandy is, unfortunately, an emotional vampire. She is not a horrible person but her negative energy is draining. I'm surprised that any of her family have even developed the muscles needed for smiling.
First she moaned about the lack of prizes in the raffle, then about the weather (hot again), then came the miseries about the burger stand, her husband, the dog, school holidays and then she got onto her work.

I sat, unable to move, with Sharon spelling every word on one side and Mandy pouring doom and gloom in the other ear.
I wanted to scream at her - 'it's not that bad' - slap her, shake some positive thoughts into that negative head of hers. She droned for a good half hour.

When I saw her later she looked much happier. Oh course she did, she had just given all her daily demons to someone else and left me looking for a length of rope and a suitable tree.

Why do some people always see their glass as half empty?
I came home feeling sapped, heavy, irritated and annoyed that I had let her drain me of happy.

And now?

No, I'm feeling much better, thank you very much for asking. I've just dumped it all on this post, so if I was you I would get out quick whilst you still can!!

Friday, July 21, 2006

Mcburgers R not me

I have tried to like McD's, really, really Mctried.

It would be Mceasier on my time if I did. Picking up the odd Mcmeal on the way home from Mcwork and throwing it on the table without a Mcknife or a Mcfork - oh Mcheaven!

The Feckers love Mcawful, and never pass up an opportunity to shout - "Make mine a Mcdouble with a chocolate Mcmilkshake".
Oh how I wish that the thin strip of Mcmeat would appeal, the sodden Mcbun, the wilting Mclettuce. But it Mcbloody never does, and Mcbloody never will!

The Feckers would live in the Mcplace if they could. Big Fecker even tried to get a Mcjob, handing out Mcfries and Mcmuffins to the hungry Mcrubbish consumers. He could wear a Mcuniform, look Mcsmart and make lots of Mcmoney to pay for his disgusting Mchabits, but he wasn't Mcbloody old enough!

But I know a Mcsecret, a horrible Mchideous Mcsecret.
I watched Morgan Spurlock and his 30 day Mcdiet, his failing Mcliver, his sallow Mcskin and his rising Mcblood pressure. He would have Mcfucking died if he'd kept it up.

Anyway, this is Mcworse, double Mcworse.
Hearsay or Mctruth, who knows but I tried to imagine the headlines if this ever got to the national Mcnewspapers.

"Mcspunk found in Mcburgers. Mcpolice are investigating but so far Mcdonor is unknown. Mcsamples are being collected Mcdaily!!"

The last

Sometimes the 'last' of anything is sad. On the whole it is a negative word that we use sadly....Last Days, Last Rights, the Last Biscuit in the tin!

But no, today is a good 'last' because it's my.....

LAST DAY AT WORK!!!!!!!!!!

I have said some goodbyes to kids and their families that have become part of my life for the last two years. The cards and chocolates are nice but the best thing is that they are moving forward, taking a giant step in some cases! These are happy goodbyes said with happy tears, it comes with the job.


Anyway, no more small people for six whole, beautiful, apathetic, slothy, happy, sun soaked, rain soaked, sea filled, gin riddled, brown skinned, lazy, hazy, mazy weeks. I knew I did this job for a reason.

WHOOOOOOOOOOOO-HOOOOOOOOOOOOO

Thursday, July 20, 2006

As Ivy





















The ivy inches up the wall
with sure intent upon its goal
The single pistil shoots it straight -
inside the barren wall there waits,
a single fissure, sure and still
whose orifice, awaiting fill
allows adventitious roots a hold
Oblivious, that this creeper bold
will steal away its mind and heart
leaving wounds, a mortal scar
of petioled leaves and rampant vine.
The wall, of course, cannot decline
and pulls the coat closer in
uniting in the calyx twine and
lets the greenery do its worst
burrowing deep, quenching thirst.
But wait,
Spring brings poisonous glucoside
offering gentle suicide
that may be the only way
to rid the wall of this affray
that spreads like canker, invading plight
denies the wall the freedom fight
But ivy will not let it go
mutual need drives it so
whilst holding brick in gentle grip
the ivy plants an emerald kiss

Tuesday, July 18, 2006

Out of the mouths.....

Maxine, a while back, was sad that she had never thought to write down the weird and wonderful things that her children had said over the years. Mmm, well, I kept a book. Here's a couple.

Big Fecker was about six. He was mad on the film 'The Terminator' and we had relented and let him watch it with advice about the language and the general content.
He marched around the house in a borrowed leather jacket and a mean pair of shades saying "I'll be back" to anyone who came through the door.
I am a hater of parents who push their children to show off their talents but his act was so funny that when my parents visited I could not resist.
"Go on show them your Terminator".
My Dad looked bemused and crouched down beside him. My little darling, with the voice of an angel, held his gun up and said
"Fuck you asshole".


Small Fecker(about three at the time) was in the bath with me and had been pondering a little problem.

"Mum, I've got a willy haven't I?"

"Yes, you have"

"And Dad's got a willy hasn't he?"

"Yes"

"And Big F, he's got one?"

"Yes, he has"

"So why have you got a triangle then?"

(I have to say that at this point I praised SF for his knowledge of 'shapes' and explained the rest a few years later)

Sunday, July 16, 2006

Could you think of anything better to do with a spare Saturday?















'Rock meets Blues in the Park' kicked off at Lanhydrock House, a seventeenth century stately home not far from where I live.
Not a cloud in the sky and temperatures that threatened even a factor 50 made this my favourite concert of the year (still got 'Muse' to go at The Eden Project yet).

Fantastic line-up -

The Bucket Boys - rythmn and blues
Even Nine - local band
Errol Linton and his blues vibe - very bluesey funk from London
Five Blind Boys of Alabama - heavenly blue gospel
Dr John - creole blues master

Five Blind Boys are in the first photo.......


....then the man himself...Dr John















....and the evening ended with the most spectacular fireworks!

Saturday, July 15, 2006

Bad Mother

These kids, they didn't come with a manual, did they? I had to make it up as I went along - skilled in some areas and completely crap in others.

I am, on the whole, a rotten mother.....

I taught them to argue their rights, to stand up for what they believed in. They don't listen most of the time, but when they do, they get in trouble at school.
I threw out their homework and showed them the beauty of trees at dawn instead.
I let them eat chips in bed and gave them a designated drawer for their porn.
I told them that 'Rap' was dross and gave them The Sex Pistols, Pucini and Billy Holiday.
I kept them up late talking, and let them watch unsuitable programmes.
I listen to their problems and let them work out their own solutions.
I let them sleep on the beach and laugh at stupid things.

How can I complain when they turn out just like me?

Thursday, July 13, 2006

That's it.....














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Sex - definitely male and already displaying the immature traits of his sire.

Hormone status - raging

Habits - nocturnal but has been know to rise mid-afternoon to answer the call of a wave.

Beerpig status - still maturing, practises frequently

Maintenance -
Hair gel consumption - high
Phone card - high
Water use - low
Food intake - sporadic and poorly timed

A BF comes with free accessories:- unmade bed, 90% of all household coffee cups, aromatic washing that hasn't seen the light of day for six months.

Add-ons - This model comes with 'The Big Fecker Social Club' - attachments of varying styles who make themselves at home anywhere and are also able to sleep on anything.

Extras include:- The Big Fecker Maintenance Kit
Gas mask
Barbeque tongs (for sock fishing)
Odour eliminator spray

BUY NOW - and receive another identical model in three years time!!

Wednesday, July 12, 2006

Pepsi Moment

Pepsi Guy was in the building.
I knew he was because the staff room had emptied at lunchtime, and there was a severe lack of lettuce on the table.

The last time Pepsi Guy came in the same thing happened. Like a Pitt/Clooney magnet he drew the girls to him and they took up residence in the room that he was working in, nibbling on their leaves and giggling as he laid the new carpet. Don't get me wrong, I could appreciate his adonis looks but the empty staffroom was calling my aching head. Well that, and the fact that I was wearing a too small t-shirt with 'Easy' written across it that I had borrowed from a colleague whilst my 'nose bloodied' top was in the wash.


"What are you doing in here?" a shopping laden Dementia asked (apart from being part of the Gin Co-op I also work with Dementia - very clever, she crunches numbers), 'thought you'd be oggling'.

I explained and then asked her the same question.

"Oh don't worry about me" she smirked "I had him in the office for an hour filling out paperwork, he got it all wrong and got very hot. I've already had my moist moment!"


(Must write that one down somewhere.)

Tuesday, July 11, 2006

Caption this!
















A friend sent me this and asked if I could caption it for a competition. Please help, I could only come up with one!

Monday, July 10, 2006

My Music

How would I get through the day without music? I wouldn't. It gets me out of bed in the morning, sees me off to work, chills me out at lunchtime and unwinds me at the end of the day.
In a discussion the other night with friends we were thinking of our favourites but as we are all heavily into music (three play in bands) there was no way we could just choose one definitive piece of music.

Here are my choices for different moods:

Chill out........ Zero 7

Sunday breakfast........ Putamayo, music from the coffee lands

Pre-boogie....... Dr John

Apres boogie ......Portishead

Laughing......The Saw Doctors

Stirring classic ....... Pavane, Faure

Sexin' it up ..... 'You do something to me', Paul Weller

Angry at the cow at work....You oughta know.... Alanis Morrisette

Memories...... 'My Father', Alison Limerick

Singing in the car (today) ..... 'Heaven', Corinne Bailey Ray

Spiritual injection......Raphael, Songs to disappear in



....and about a thousand others that change daily!!

Sunday, July 09, 2006

Bedtime Story

"When I was child, I spake as a child, I understood as a child: but when I became a man I put away childish things."
And just why did you do that Paul? Even the Corinthians must have known that children have an insight into the ways of the world that is unhindered and unfettered by adultish things.
In the book world children are as discerning as their older counterparts.Children have an uncanny way of finding out for themselves.
At eleven, I can remember being holed up under the covers with Lady Chatterley and her less than suitable lover. My best friend, still keen on daylight reading, was enamoured with 'Stig of the Dump'. I am not sure that our reading ages were so different, in fact she went on to something brilliant in the city and I didn't.
What set us apart was our grounding - our reading roots. As a child, I can never remember a time when I did not fall asleep to the sound of my parents reading to me. Our house was full of books, from my Mum's beloved Catherine Cookson's to dad's crime novels. I read, my sister read and we discussed our favourites over meals (although I cannot remember discussing the steamier parts of Joseph Wambaugh's - The Choirboys, when mum discovered it under my pillow).
I was allowed to make my choices freely, a gift, alongside bedtime stories, I have passed to my own children. They make their own choices and myths and fears are laid to waste over the roast beef.
However, judging by the kind of adult that I have turned out to be, I can only wonder if my 'freedom to read' policy will one day lead them to the phychiatrists chair!!

Saturday, July 08, 2006

A Good Spell

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This post is imbued with the 'power of positive' thought.
When you read these words you will be inadvertently taking away a small portion of 'happy' and a tiny dose of ' pleasure and contentment'.

Overnight this post has been soaked in pure 'joy' with an added dash of 'grin' and a hint of 'quiet smile'.

This spell should last you over the weekend and see you through the week if you keep popping back and re-reading!!
Disclaimer: if you are determined to be miserable this weekend then the power of this spell will be of no use to you - stay in bed!

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Friday, July 07, 2006

The Taxman cometh......




















......and he giveth back a large and voluptuous cheque!!

I will be out on the razz tonight but I will be thinking of you all - briefly.
I will be posting properly, and 'quietly', tommorrow!
Whoo Hoo - solvent again!!

Whilst I'm in my cups you can all cool your heels in a soothing post over on Susan - From Ball Room to Hell. Hmm, must be the 'Pict' in her!

Wednesday, July 05, 2006

My Writes

Is it write that I should have finger in every pie?
Is it write that I should explore every aspect of writing and not stick to one area?

Novels are my number one love, a world to escape to when the day is done, or when the dawn has not arrived. Lyrics and emails come a very close second.

Short stories hold my attention for a few months, diminishing into 'flash fictions' and odd mutterings that languish untitled on the computer.

I suppose poetry sits alongside lyrics. Words set to music mostly come easy, with a note or melody to ease the child into the world. Poetry can stay breached for months, years, the words caught in my head until they find a way to my fingers.

Blogging sits in the middle, a love/hate relationship - love doing it, hate being away from it!

Is this write, is this creative writing? Or am I just dabbling, skimming the surface. A mistress of everything and wife to none?

Questions, questions.

Don't feel obliged to comment as this is just a bloggy ramble and another excuse to add to my daily writes!

Tuesday, July 04, 2006

Pale words















I love the magic of writing. Chapters, stories, poetry, lyrics all form part of my daily routine as does, unfortunately, writing for work.
Report writing steals the freedom, the passion, the joy of language, replaced by confining boxes, buzz words, cold and calculating facts.
Here is part of one I wrote this afternoon that will be sent on to Social Services to maintain a child's place at the centre I work in. Below is what I would have said if I could!

Child B (3.8 years)
B continues to make progress. His language continues to improve with the support of Makaton sign language and daily sessions from the speech therapist. His oro-motor skills are improving but relevant, acquired language is still gauged at less than twenty words with no expressive language to date. Disfluency shows in most utterances and pre-formed words.
Large motor skills have improved with recommended insoles in his shoes. He is now exploring outside play, he can kick a ball and is learning to balance on a trike.

This is what I wanted to say:-

Do you know how incredible this child is?
The progress B has made is nothing short of a miracle and it is all down to his utter determination to try and become part of this world.
This little man has struggled to overcome the worst start a human being could have. He has risen, phoenix-like, from non-existing parenting and the remnants of neo-natal addiction. Clinical depression, so bad that an adult would have been hospitalised, has been present all his life and yet he remains one of the most beautiful souls I have ever met.
Now stop quibbling, give us the money and let us do our job!

Monday, July 03, 2006

Dimchick Fuckwit and the Triumph of the Minx

I have a dog called Useless and a cat called Owen Airing Cupboard (Owen for short, named after my lovely departed Dad). We shall concentrate on the latter and unfold a story that has taken place over the last two months and culminated last week in utter and incredible joy.

Owen is a social creature with a nose for adventure and an eye for the neighbourhood fillies. I'm not sure what all his prejudices are, but he loves gingers and hates tabbies. He also loves dogs.

About eight weeks ago I started to notice that our front lawn was being decorated by less than savoury objects. Useless kindly does his business on the back patio and the Feckers are paid to remove it to the dog bin - he was not the culprit (for once).

One morning I called the cat in for breakfast. Following behind, like one of Owen's harem, came Marcel, a West Highland terrier belonging to Dimchick Fuckwit down the road. Can I just add here that I have given all my neighbours my own names and she is not to be confused with Bible Barry, Lawnmower Man or Only on a Friday who live across from us.
Anyway to cut this tale down to size, Marcel continued to follow Owen home and make a deposit every day without fail.

I am not, by nature, a vindictive Minx but enough was enough and I marched off down the road to have talks with Miss Dimchick. As I arrived, I saw her open the gate and shoo Marcel out into the road - oh dear, as the Pundyman would say, oh dear, oh dear.

My bucket was so full that I could hardly lift it, but I tottered off down the road just as Dimchick Fuckwit was coming to the gate. Marcel was hot on her heels ready for his morning excursion.

"I believe this belongs to you" I said tipping three week's worth of Marcel's gifts over her wall, and all over her nice 'poo free' gravel "I thought you might like it back".

I didn't wait for the abuse, the expression on her face will last me into the next century.

And yes, I really am this shallow!!

Sunday, July 02, 2006

Gin Scribblings at dawn










As Cotton


Sweep aside veiled amusement allowing
those gentle teeth to bite down upon a neck
that surrenders to the misery of bliss.
We could dance to the point of it all
ignoring those best remembered lies
laughing at those without the light but

fervid is the wind that sobers
sour is the pill of truth

This septic heart is better than no heart at all

Brush away doubting thoughts allowing
those strong hands to cup this face
that hides from the hell of refutation
The tiger will not leave the building,
dancing his tormented tango as you
wrap me in the cotton of your words and
take me home to where I think I should be

Yesterday morning I started here.....














Ancient Men-an-tol, witch stone, odd place, very electric. Sun and stone connect to time and calender.

....went on to here....



......Lands End - nothing but sea all the way to America. Vicious currents where the Bristol Channel and the English Channel meet.

.....ended up here














Ended up here at The Minack Theatre, a stage and ampitheatre carved from the granite cliffs. Productions start in April and go through to September, pasties and strawberries are traditional as well as a cool box with copious ammounts of vino.